here, now, forever

Watching nature caress the cold sunshine continues coaching I mind to savour eternal bliss of spirit essence. The already naked trees dancing amidst the evergreen branches unafraid and unashamed of their nudity or the frisky wind is an exuberant exhibit that encourages my mindbody to stay married to essence and partake in the unity of the universe.

This makes what lasts welcome necessary change and invite sustained sameness

What a way to enjoy now…enjoy now
What a way to enjoy life…enjoy Life

stylistic

Free spirit continues to enjoy the art of liberating and connecting to full of vigour-life-exalting newness and holy reverence of Life. Personal experiences marinates convictions about everyday things that inspire the beauty of Universe

What started off as a path into nowhere to discover somewhere during solitary moments while making sense of so many challenging life situations continues to reveal life’s style of transporting me on the journey of my own way of life. In hindsight, I mind realization resurrected abandoned art of self-expression as inspired and deduced using written and spoken diction before it is translated in to action

I mind’s ability to make words come to life with interesting expressiveness of wisdom, knowledge and experience continues to keep spirit alive and life’s meaningfulness very rich. Expression of my unique personality continues to freshen memories, proliferate bliss of desires, align and realign spirituality of moods, prosper bounty of talents and augment the reservoir of wisdom

Finest fragrance of the heart adds new meaning to soul’s purpose according to the rhythm and revelry of every heartbeat, each breath making all vision a magical blend in the mind’s mystical grandeur and I mind continue accepting life’s status to develop resilience and fuel willingness to sustain integrity and zest for living wholesomely

appealing astuteness

Satisfied sacredness is an ongoing personal process on a supernatural schedule. Of its own timing soul decides- with a quick thrust or with gentle strokes- to awaken fresh ideas and the mind gives birth to new visions.

Once-upon-a-time-cherished goals and imaginations fade. Manure in the mind mixes with sentience of the soul. Ambition takes on new meaning and form. The universe creates right conditions- always presenting situations that arouse the senses to inspire intuition.

Just so when new insights questions familiar props, defense mechanisms shrivel and new personal convictions bloom. The art of allowing whatever is not true and whatever can never be true continues to reveal whatever is true.

Experience and knowledge add to my ongoing experiment with Life as I continue to observe, explore, create, cocreate, procreate and recreate according to my soul. Lessons of the soul are always attuned, accurate, appropriate, and assigned as necessary.

Such is the lesson of the cycles of Nature and I mind is glad that to know that for sure and agree even more that life is…

distinct brilliance

I mind and I AM savouring the substance of having a soul in a body than to force the body to believe and act as if it is complete without its I AM and I mind. Even though the body is designed to eventually return to its basic element it knows that it has a nucleus that is able and willing to regenerate newness. Its colony of cells is much more than matter craving for eternal sentient.

Far too long I agreed to believe that soul is poor, wretched and stubborn. During all that time the agony that soul endured felt like eternal evidence that it was indeed destine to lead me astray; induce misery and madness that make the X factor aka the unknown, unexplainable and unfathomable, a scary formula to live by and struggle with.

Decades later even while the X factor still reigns I have come to know that this feisty friend is my reason for celebrating life very meaningfully, respectfully and joyfully. Silently witnessing enlightened elation soul declares its truth. “ You know Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis, you are a steadfast spirit. Knowing me is, knowing you. Knowing you is, knowing me. No other message can nullify, alter or omit this heart rendition that I AM is eternally alive!”

re-membering

Understanding the meaning of gain according to divine law is an aspect worth assessing as I proceed with counting every small detail of accomplishment that supported and escorted me on the personal voyage of discovery. Many of those very well honoured grains of sand were the ones I mind had to courageously remove from my list of saddened loss column of life’s account.

The more mind converted losses to balance of living happily the more I mind realized the meaning of gaining . Turns out that when all the supposedly life supports were becoming a shield and substitute for life itself, the cosmos decided to use the props as training ground to help me quiet cries of squeals about ‘spilt milk’ until I mind learnt to distinguish meaningfulness of everything as gain of every guise gifts and real rifts.

More importantly life is able to remind mind that life’s goodness is ongoing and all it has to do is to always be willing to accept the next offer of abundance without the mesmerizing phantom that keeps mix-upping mind of its multiplied mistakes. Ever since the mind got that surety from the cosmos live and direct it has vested interest to dispel its ominous outlook of the future and continue to trust its soul numinous power

vowing

Eternal engagement to enjoy everyday bliss keeps nourishing my body and sustaining my spirit. Welcoming each day with all its unpredicament creates an esoteric environment that makes the unknown worth celebrating long before the mind makes sense of things seen and even of the unseen.

Why I am here is so obvious that reclaiming sanity and sanctity is bound to happen and let life flow freely. Rebirth of innate ability enlightens why I react to triggers and how I respond to conflicts and what I mind can choose as responsible resolution to maintain integrity of stability and stability of integrity. Appreciating opportunities as invitations from life to enjoy and celebrate all of its glory is something I mind want to do while Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis is alive in bodymindspiritsoul

carousing

Excitement of being fully alive as myself took precedence in my consciousness. God was so aroused it penetrated my soul. My heart was so fertile then that it impregnated mind with a mighty idea that created new waves of wisdom about life here on Earth and ever since neither God nor me has ever been dull again.

Universe continues using all its resources to support me. God continues tickling my soul; stroking my heart; caressing my body; and dancing with me a lá ad infinituum style

unorthodoxness

When I mind needed someone to reach in and embrace heart without intending to intrude or invade, the Universe sent the perfect match to help complete rebuilding self-protection eroded during the almost half century of development.

With utmost respect and pure intention mystic persona encouraged heart to honour its alluring personality. Heart willingly responded to the gentleness of truly blessed caring touch. Soul Essence restored and a surge of reignited passion stroke spirit and satisfy soul to encourage I mind’s ascension and body rejuvenation.

Needless to say, receptivity to cosmic grace supports free will relationings

arouseness

Exploring my sacred self without feeling intimidated by mortality sustains my authenticity. That which I am is continuing to grow more and more aware of the beautiful, loveable soul full of enthusiasm that inspires me to always enjoy my passionate spirit as it steadfastly sets my heart afire to nourish and nurture every aspect of my divinity and humanness.

I proceed with the intention to live every moment fully aware and awesomely grateful that I am me. This accounts for yet more manifestation of heaven on earth where I can enjoy eternity with spirit and in flesh. I continue to also thank the power of unconditional love for extending its arms of understanding to encourage me in freeing up my memory bank of needless life accounts so that the Universe can have ample room to deposit abundance of optimal opportunities for growth of affluence

pragmatic principle

All the while that life had been actively engaging myself with the ‘totally accepting myself as being whole and complete’ practise, I mind was focused solely on my physical appearance which kept changing and changing especially so in the last five years. I felt awkward convincing myself that God definitely had missed the mark while sketching me and then accidentally dropped the clay while heading to put me in the oven to refine me or maybe he stooped too close to give me the kiss of life and fell right on top of me

Whatever happened God is God and I am sure that God fixed me up perfectly so why is it I spent so much time annihilating my perfect image of God. I wanted God to make me perfectly immortal and this morose mindset of being taught that I am totally mortal until the next life was crowning my happiness with too many thorns. I worked steadfastly to part with this feeling of false fact that life is limited.

Initially I struggled to understand that the physical changes that once posed as proof, was itself the seed of self-love and morsel of my immortality growing inside me. That’s when I saw the bridge that Life had been helping me build to close the conceptual crevice. Successfully and satisfactorily my immortality reunited with my mortality and fully restored my authentic self.

I continue to sustain the bond of perfectness of all that I am because I know for sure that no matter what changes continue to occur in my perfection of perception, I am the unsurpassed candidate to be me- that takes care of the unknown that had been subtly nibbling my core.

So really and in fact, the life situations that created all the conditions necessary to inspire and enthuse my humble willingness to really cooperate with my inner self to heal the assault on the psyche were the ultimate gift from the Universe.

Ideas, visions and right actions that seemed once upon a time unfathomable risky are now my welcomed and invited opportunities to sustain my immorality- something that death itself is helping me attain.

transcending conception

Body- the mortal morsel of Iamness- came with its unknown expiry date and that used to concern I mind. Of course, having tested this hypothesis using philosophy, psychology, biology, sociology, genealogy, endocrinology, theology- sometimes simultaneously yet not necessarily in that sequence I mind is satisfied that the body has accepted its mortality and does not need probing, poking, proving and proofing against death and dying of that which was born and bound to expire.

The body is more interested in managing its role- to function optimally as the house of immortality and is intelligent enough to know when enough is enough irrespective of the many clever clauses developed to trick it into functioning like perfunctory paraphernalia put together in an assembly line.

Mortal as it is, it can never be downgraded to compete with its robotic relative or feel indispensable when provoked to settle to function like a simulated self and so when the body decided to take its orders from its built-in advisor I traded the yoke of labour for the bounty of success as defined by divine law of wise investment of my time here on earth. Ever since then, all arguments and coercion to hop back on the wagon en route to stupid suffering have ceased.

This vague vocabulary that once engaged me to force the body to toil more for less took its toll on the brain, on life on cosmos, on Earth and on Universe. I courageously enjoy journeying along on the wings of the wind and let the mysterious marvel called Life take care of business of keeping me alive and expanding growth the immortality of life continues to reaffirm its reality of that which is.

inter viewed immortal

Daring the hodgepodge tactics that attempts to overthrow the mutinous mind that knows not how to revolt and yet willing to fight in a graciously gung-ho style to uphold its integrity is a commitment that the subconscious power uses to sustain itself at the core of soulfulness dating back to preconceived pressures of power

Suffice to admit, the subconscious has survived many a brainwashing conditioning that had been designed by the most intellectual species of intelligence as insidious ideology of controlling God and making the ones created in its image and likeness succumb to recalcitrant routine of redemptive rights.

A mind too damaged to recognize the good use of its power can react violently to regain its supremacy as a divine being and that sadly, is what human beings are willing to fight against and for- often times simultaneously and spontaneously when not inducted into some regiment in which war disguised as peace is used to fuel the mind craved of peace and harmony as the certain reality. In the struggle to win, many get faint-hearted at the price of peace and settled for or forced to adopt the tractable and malleable hypnosis of utopia of the opulent afterlife in otherworldly purgatory thereby making suffering a tolerable streak of insanity in the real world

God knows that long before I got to the tomb- only to return to the land of the living, I would have resurrected my sage state and move the mountain of madness that was erected in my consciousness as a monument of failure to create my own heaven right here on Earth while the breath of Life championed me on the path of constructed harmony. This goal hurled me into celestial courage that geared me to hone determination with an attitude of utmost unorthodox holiness conviction- and, it worked! You see the subconscious stops at nothing and nothing stops the subconscious from surpassing all human laws and even scientific explanations.

what a surge!

The previously unknown source that somehow reinforced networks of defenses that no longer provided intrinsic happiness or satisfactory solutions for managing life and situation in appropriate practical manner is revealing itself more and more as I communicate lovingly respectful with it. In so doing, it has been engaging me in ways that help me relate to myself as I am in the moment; dealing with the moment and using challenges, stress, stressors effectively thereby increasing psychosomatic stability. Self discipline of caring responsibility toward honouring myself as someone worthy of being an intuitive creature with my very own morsel of immortality is also richly expanding

Dramatic and permanent improvement that continues to unlock the unlimited potential of my subconscious is ongoingly transforming how I bond with the person I always wanted to know most intimately- me. Back in the days I used to entertain the idea that I needed to know myself through some source out there; then I would know myself perfectly. Well, hello opulence what is taking you so long I use to plead as I waited and waited. Impatience with -or was it patiently waiting- on the Universe sent me twirling in the crevice of my mind until I understood that I was waiting for myself to wake up, rekindle and reconnect with the awareness of who I am before illusions stalled the soul on its path to amass eternal inheritance.

Turns out that the previously unknown source that somehow repeated patterns that reinforced networks of defenses that interfere with amassing eternal inheritance was the shadow self that cloned the mind and droned it with illusions while in its deep stupor during the unwitting passage of rites to earthly adaptation. Thanks to wisdom, soul regained consciousness and courageously confronted and addressed the dogmas that shrunk its innate being thus championing it to rebirth its urge to fulfilling its beautiful purpose that reveals the fabulous being that I am

unleashing

Rebirth of soul; loving relationships, nourished desires all contribute in helping me reclaim and expand the gift of creativity as I continue to commemorate every day as my birthday without underestimating the day I arrived in flesh with breath.

Celebrating life’s extraordinary erotica of everyday euphoria is a very intimate affair with me and the universe, in ways I almost forget how to fathom until I consciously decided to reconnect with my power of creating the same magic I ask God to endow me with when Life was forming me in my mother’s sanctum where only God had access to tickle my mind, arouse my soul, hug my heart, pump my lungs and arrange all my cells together with love, laughter, music, humour, instinct and a whole lot of intelligence. Compassion- that passion that began to develop when I consciously chose to accept enthusiasm as fuel to free emotion is all making sense as it all comes back full circle to round up it trueness. Door of heart reopened and continues to share, as well as receive, inspiration, enthusiasm and authenticated soullessons…

shriveled seriousness

When life situations become the theme for drama and life’s lessons exchange roles with comedy then humour feels exasperated maybe even exploited and mind frowns when it is regarded as disgusting as if it breaches the law of decency when laughter roars at God’s sense of humour at circumstances. How ironic! Is it any wonder mind is interpreted as being out of order when it laughs at the paradox of humour when the sting of seriousness shrivels and life shows its sense of humour while cosmos is enjoying a dance of creation that went from slow waltz to rock and roll hip hop in its supreme instant just like Earth takes off on a high tide and ebbs back to slow motion after the storm.

Well so is I mind! Modeled by Life and Nature and Earth and Universe, mind lightens up even when it feels like and it thinks that Earth is falling apart.

Twostepsbackwards… forward

There still seem to be traces of indelible scars in memory maze that creates pockets of unforgettable wounds in consciousness much of which attempt to impair I mind’s purest sense of perfection of wholeness.

While I sincerely acknowledge this state of being I am continuing to choose to celebrate the art of enjoying life’s ability to authenticate me until I thoroughly understand or choose to let go not understanding existence in harmony with what is, what each event offers, what every solution presents me with to generate my reality in a universe of infinite choices of no shame no blame.

Any intention to act otherwise neglects cosmic intention of manifesting meaningful mission of celebrating everyday fully. I mind continue accept the awkward apprehension mingled with mystically magical excitement that is coyly flirting with the soul’s introversion and allow life to animate spirit and all I mind does is laugh at the most mad moments that life used to birth tolerance

conglomerated clues

Worldviews is a philosophy that often lends I mind more ropes to swing on, dangle from and wrap around its own source of holy hunches. At any one instant all ideas are deemed of value and glory that hugs the perception of inspiration to maintain personal perspective and managing freedom of choice- responsibly. So why does I mind get frazzled when making a decision based solely on instinct of insight and insight of instinct?

I often find myself thinking confidently yet intellectually naïve and soulbody behaves intuitively full of courage serenading and guiding a vulnerable brain squirming its way into newness of being with a bold spirit. Though matter how tepid the mind behaves it always enjoy this warm shower feeling of absolute safety and reassuring caress insideout that keeps enabling full spectrum of light to illuminate the universe. I mind always appreciate how quickly resilience aptitude dissolves embarrassment. That is what keeps me pressing on and making each breath and every moment qualify as imperatively immaculate as I gather clues and views on creating everyday balance in a diversified democracy of personal preferences

making a difference

I mind find it very fascinating how well my brain grasp’s God’s guidance though matter how unfathomable and yet how flabbergasted and sometimes downright dumbfounded when asked to explain what it knows without a doubt. God’s generous gracious gratuity of grounded guarantee is pricelessly precious and gracefully gorgeous. It is like God whispering, “This is our little secret.” Go figure! The revealer of secrets and mystery demystifier wants me to know when to speak and when to allow silence to show off its wisdom.

brain salutes Gods’ signal- God sense and God no nonsense- with respect and summons itself as a great host for intelligence to enjoy its freedom to commune without censoring its honesty with God as it continues to entertain the world and the universe. Waking up the Cosmos is a way I mind freely and fully enjoy as a lifetime-rewarding career created by the one who knows what makes me thrive.

rooting around

There is so much I want to share and yet I feel like withdrawing to my nowhereness where God can allow me to be alone for a while.

There is so much I want to receive on my terms that only God can guarantee to create the right conditions and provide everything I need and want without having to freak out or feel frazzled when I do not have the choice to be as spontaneous as I want. Talk about a wholly state of holy cooperation

Finding the balance is indeed challenging and come what may I mind choose to create today according to cosmic concentration of happiness. That much I mind know I can do and I also know that I mind intend to not let that opportunity fly away on wings of regret of what can no longer be

nibbling nature’s novelty

Rising to greet today began with a moseying morning meditation that made slumbering a seductive sense of curling up with little care for thinking of doing anything or being anywhere else. That’s the fame of dreaming and enjoying every edge of evolving emotions that excites the soul, awakens the body, serenading spirit as the mind creates its reality, unhurried in an undisturbed state of tranquil time.

Needless to say I got up with a burst of optimism entwined with a boost of serenity that whatever today has in store I appreciated it in advance.

bloombounty

Genuine self love is making total acceptance of my lessons learnt, experience shared and generosity given and received a very worthy cause to sustain optimism that ushers in every moment.

Had I not encouraged my steadfast soul to stay connected with my sincerely determined spirit my Essence would have faded away without perfuming the universe while I sojourned the Earth feeling like man is really lonely by birth on earth and the cruel creator called God chanting que sera sera c’est la vie take it or leave it or better yet live or leave.

So here’s to another day created with fresh ingredients and some leftovers. Cheers to the gracious generous souls and gentle giant helping me make it through

willingness and cooperation

The cure for grief and dying without knowing continues to annihilate excess sorrow and pity swarming and swimming in consciousness. Living a healthy life is I mind intention because realization has endowed me with the gift of recognizing the benefits of living in harmony with soulbodyspirit to create and cocreate existential experience worth practicing on earth- a legacy that I mind want to pass on to the growing generations of earth’s descendants.

Personal as well as community activations, which compliments and enhances bodymindspirit are practical assets in assisting everyone to participate in and contribute individually and collectively to help the planet. That to me is for sure a significant support system for a happy fruitful here and now

epistle on experience

Looking at life situations with fresher opportunity of its lessons and purpose keep me most content that whatever attracted such intense need to correct erroneous mindset, sensitivity and stubborn determination of soul to change its style and yet afraid to scold me as it remained insistent that I let go the need for my stupor of sentimental loyalties that kept escorting me to the chamber of the refiner’s fire more often than I appreciated. Of course, knowing why was exhilarating and agitating.

How I mind endured such simultaneous and consecutive sentencing situations that indicated a misalignment with Life’s command and my intention to honour my agreement with God- God knows! That is why I let wisdom guide me wholeheartedly out of the harm of ignorance and ignorance of harm thereby reducing the stress on the heart and on the planet so as to encourage the universe to keep my wellbeing wealthy and wise.

A well-mixed blend of obedience and self-discipline restored inner strength, fortifying fitness, equanimity, magnanimity, affluent abundance, self love, self-forgiveness, inner acceptance of self worthiness. I am happy I did not wait until Life made total sense to me before re-establishing the covenant between Cosmos and myself. Life has convinced me enough through its many bruisers that no substitution or imitation can ever qualify to satisfactorily or successfully replace this commitment of caring that Cosmos is freely offering to I mind