rooting around

There is so much I want to share and yet I feel like withdrawing to my nowhereness where God can allow me to be alone for a while.

There is so much I want to receive on my terms that only God can guarantee to create the right conditions and provide everything I need and want without having to freak out or feel frazzled when I do not have the choice to be as spontaneous as I want. Talk about a wholly state of holy cooperation

Finding the balance is indeed challenging and come what may I mind choose to create today according to cosmic concentration of happiness. That much I mind know I can do and I also know that I mind intend to not let that opportunity fly away on wings of regret of what can no longer be