All the while that life had been actively engaging myself with the ‘totally accepting myself as being whole and complete’ practise, I mind was focused solely on my physical appearance which kept changing and changing especially so in the last five years. I felt awkward convincing myself that God definitely had missed the mark while sketching me and then accidentally dropped the clay while heading to put me in the oven to refine me or maybe he stooped too close to give me the kiss of life and fell right on top of me
Whatever happened God is God and I am sure that God fixed me up perfectly so why is it I spent so much time annihilating my perfect image of God. I wanted God to make me perfectly immortal and this morose mindset of being taught that I am totally mortal until the next life was crowning my happiness with too many thorns. I worked steadfastly to part with this feeling of false fact that life is limited.
Initially I struggled to understand that the physical changes that once posed as proof, was itself the seed of self-love and morsel of my immortality growing inside me. That’s when I saw the bridge that Life had been helping me build to close the conceptual crevice. Successfully and satisfactorily my immortality reunited with my mortality and fully restored my authentic self.
I continue to sustain the bond of perfectness of all that I am because I know for sure that no matter what changes continue to occur in my perfection of perception, I am the unsurpassed candidate to be me- that takes care of the unknown that had been subtly nibbling my core.
So really and in fact, the life situations that created all the conditions necessary to inspire and enthuse my humble willingness to really cooperate with my inner self to heal the assault on the psyche were the ultimate gift from the Universe.
Ideas, visions and right actions that seemed once upon a time unfathomable risky are now my welcomed and invited opportunities to sustain my immorality- something that death itself is helping me attain.
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