character credential

Some days are easier to be willing to readily accept life as it presents its everyday in its special ways to thereby facilitate I mind responsibility. One thing’s for sure when I sit to review each day’s treasures episodes continue their big payoff. I am sizzling and thriving more happily as who I am.

Like the brain, some periods of reminisce resurrects stored emotions. This becomes a bit challenging in an encouraging kind of way because I mind now understands that is how life nudges me that it is safe to release those backed up ideas and feelings with all the realness as it was provoked in the original situation

With such affirmative applaud from that which had kept stock of all my going outs and comings ins comings ins and going outs of consciousness I continue to keep each moment of existence in perspective and remain optimistic that Life is a loving compassionate generous and precious coach that I intend to always treasure and approve of its respect. I therefore salute and thank brain, and resume my position as a cocreator of cosmos

significant servant

Long term ignorance of pain is not a heavenly habit in God’s kingdom of many mansions. This was the most bitter truth lesson I had to surrender to amidst decades of practicing this insidious ideal of serving God, country and civilization. Ever since body and its brain decided to choose and use innate intelligence to rescue it from the harmful oblivion of I mind’s influence of ignorance that forced it into autoimmune jeopardy, God said “hallelujah! And immediately Dr. Me needed to resume responsibility to attend to restore integrity and stability to each cell. The M.D’s uses science of medical school to assist and Life uses intuition and natural law and séance of the body and how it works best as per the physical, physiological and psychological makeup wired in the DNA of the individual person to help me understand the body’s role to function as a whole being full of more than flesh and blood that somehow is able to express itself.

Now a days I mind is cooperating as God continues making the trip back to its beginnings in an irrationally rational way that make actual rebirth a practical reality for me.

God- revisited

According to my understanding of the all powerful presence I am happy to define its meaning to me with the passion and compassion that makes me accept that there is in fact an energy of invisible intelligence that knows everything and is willing to love, forgive, heal, support and sustain every need that guarantees authentic living personally, emotionally, mentally, spiritually socially though matter what the state of the economy or global status. This God is real, intimate, simple and fully capable to attend to the intricate details that make each entity whole and free to share with one another. This is the only God I can agreeable serve and rely on to serve me without money, without striving, wilting or self sacrificing.

On this promise I continue to thrive and absolve the throbs of thoughts of dying without ever having really lived or know God

challenging changes change

I mind have barely awaken and already today is testing my adaptive attitude towards trying times and quiet healing that requires me to be patient when otherwise I would encourage frustration to trigger tantrums with God. The superwoman solo syndrome is making a determined devilish drama in my brain and I intend to let it run its course without allowing it to tamper with spirit, which is suavely cooperating with Life even without knowing when souls shedding of tears mingled with smiles of ‘I am happy to be alive’ intends to subside. In the last few weeks I had to consciously resolve to ask for more help even with simple tasks.

Recuperation is becoming an ongoing need of the bodymindsoulspirit respite request without my interfering with the built in physician zealously on duty to fix me up on its own terms and wants nothing to do with my ‘hurry get better and please do not fall to pieces’ petitions. The brain needs a lot of gentleness with accepting and acknowledging its new way of being in charge of managing a reasonable schedule that encourages it to slow down. Of course it enjoying the favourable outcomes of accomplishing what it can and needs without added stress or distress on the soulbody and spirit therefore remain willing to coach I mind’s with inner confidence on life’s terms.

Realizing how much assistance I need is like discovering a child in need of loving care that I cannot offer it or attend to it or provide sufficiently for it and this makes me sad inside and the adult I am is a bit out of sorts as I continue to harness the power within to thrive alive and so I am accepting my boldness and need for help as a combo of love that is enabling me to grow more responsibly and lovingly in spite of all that appears limiting. I mind is very worthy of celebrating each day life offers me to create my own overcoming of wounds and challenges. This evaluation can continue to empower and enrich my self worth as part of the firm foundation of the Universe with the power and ability to recognize my needs and seek support to facilitate soulspiritbodyImind satisfaction. I continue to express my self appropriately specially when frightened, frustrated and fidgety

mind being mind and not minding

Soul snuggling satisfaction is always pleasing, comforting and happily connecting mindbody with cosmos and its creative culture of miraculous magic.

Treading and trekking on holy common ground territory is then very inviting and intimately a closer walk with God with the help of the six senses and invigorating inspiration of the universe, nature; memory, imagination, zest for knowing, trusting the enthusiasm for enjoying everyday existential experiences and surprises.

Cheerfully and contentedly I invite wisdom’s ancient wealth to assist in authenticating my self worth during this enchanting excursion in the mental forest and emotional garden while I enjoy the provocative passing of life and death

cosmic DJ

When I mind read that God requested Joshua to put a choir before his chariots of ammunitions and that as gratuity to Joshua’s compliance of God’s command the music his army played confused the contenders, I figure I better create a chorus to the universe under the sun, moon stars- live and direct- to impress the God who loves to remind me to play my music to serenade the clouds of ancestral astrals gliding in the sky. And Joshua was so elated with God’s style of victory he proclaimed, “as for me and my house I serve God”.

Well I mind used this story to compose my confidence chant even before victory: “as for me and my conviction I can make God dance live and direct in now and here heaven” and when I wanted God to use me in its vineyard I mind shouted holy high hallelujah until God said, “Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis, come work for me. Come sing to me. Come play your music and mesmerize me and let me serve you for the rest of your breathing existence!” I mind wowed and vowed that going forward every time God wants me to sing and play my music, I mind can arouse Life and increase my holy high hallelujah volume and let my cells move to the groove and arouse God. Of course the more originally expressive, the more God bravos my presentation- be it private audience or public performance. So with an aptitude attitude of gratitude and personal thanksgiving tribute to God I embrace today as the universe presents it to assist me to compose my very own version of Psalm 150

distantnow details

Taking personal responsibility for enjoying all that I can continues to make waking up and getting up and around an activity of daily living wholesomely. Accepting that I need help in getting around is a healthy hoop of accessible mobility that can take me to places I want and need to go when I can as I can. In my personal pact with life, sedentary does not mean binding houseboundness or helpless healing nor am I planning to live in a state of an impoverished mindbodysoul when I can still enjoy exercises fit for everyday living and activities that improves the art of smart ways to live well, contribute to and participate in making heaven on earth a reality of all times.

Modeling living like Earth continues to be my biggest dream of reality and God continues to fuel this zesty inspiration with passion, compassion, grace, revelry of my heart, sanity of my mind, surging of my spirit and salvation of soul. What I commend life situations most is for helping me resurrect my built-in ability to make earth and all it contains rumba, rake and shake, boogie, smile, laugh, learn and unlearn, lean upon and glean off through work and play always as appropriately available on life’s terms and God’s condition as well as God’s terms of using life conditions. This adds up and multiplies the countless ways IAM can still make work a personally practical activity

eye of I AM

I mind is lost for new words right now so tears keep streaming its thanksgivingness for making me, me- whole and complete just as you can use me and I can serve you and the whole world whoever I am, wheresoever I am. I intend to share and receive as well as contribute to and participate in restoring the dignity and integrity of the business of living, self love and self responsibility as you guide me on how to, with a style that is pristine, personal and profound

Thank you for providing me with fellow workers in world's vineyard; whoever they are inside- out you already know and that is none of my business to perfect because you have taught me to appreciate that this is your role. By the way, this is the biggest dream I could create with eyes wide open and open wide and I am trusting wisdom to work out the details. Help me to always remember that what matters to you is unbridled harmony and mutual respect as I continue to reveal my reality of heaven on earth!

You know what, God. I created a new word, after all
thank you, for total acceptance

thanksgivingness!
--
Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis
Earth School Student- Awakened

unblocking blockages

Active expression of inner wisdom is directing me to create and intend to nourish relationships based on mutual respect, genuine care and integrity. I am especially willing to create an intimately sexual partnership in a way that brings total fulfillment of self-love, of loving acceptance of my soul’s sacred Essence and of his as two complete persons choosing to enjoy growing along side each other in harmony with spiritmindbodysoul and celebrating the bountiful endowment of each other’s specialness of being, personally expressed through touch, tone, silence and presence. Life sometimes presents situations that may create inner conflict or vulnerability to an extent whereby our commitment to each other and the relationship will be tested. During these times I want to remain open to communicating my thoughts and feelings while equally respecting his point of view and allowing him to emotionally express his concerns. Whatever we agree to contribute to our relationships is to always help each other nurture and nourish self on life’s terms and conditions so that each individual accept responsibility for personal happiness and freedom

I am delighted to have arrived at the fork of the road where I was able to reassess the areas in my life and past relationship experiences that had been blocking my path on the love journey. This made the conscious choice of celibacy and self love a very healing and transforming period of personal growth and readiness to reopen my heart to receive and give sexual intimacy as someone fully worthy of the gift of a wholesome relationship

Needless to say, I continue to follow the heart’s wisdom as it guides me towards making choices that diminish the fright of rejection

primordial penetration

Cosmos knows all too well what silence can create in its imagination. Indeed, I know first hand that the hardest stone can be hewn into God’s cornerstone of a new way of living respectfully and responsibly with holy reverence to the Universe. Here I am reaching in to hug my heart as life satisfies my soul with the optimism that I am making more progress than I give myself credit for. The more I use my inner voice of wisdom to validate my authentic unorthodox choice of as scripted by understanding of the meaning of existence, the more my spirit thrives according to my perception of happy responsibility for how I journey along on Earth. I mind is sitting on a cloud admiring heaven.

The gregarious introvert continues to cheer me on with a gusto that makes me accept all my success in creating ways to keep an optimistic outlook even as universe helps me to accept the many changes that I can no longer control. I encourage myself to thrive and be happy to be alive and active in accordance with Cosmos.

more than a feeling

Celebrating my mind’s willingness to concentrate on my innermost qualities continues to transcend dwelling on the fleeting changes - changes that I choose to use to reveal my magnificence and grace

I have grown so intimately with myself and this is a very self-satisfying richness. I am also becoming quite aware of how I prevented my heart from being open to give and receive intimate intercourse. How time flies! I sit here recalling the discourse during which I approached God to express this deep need in this area of my life and give me answers about what exactly was going on in its mighty mind when it created divinely natural aliveness. For a while I sensed there was something I needed to come to terms with, something that made me very honest with myself more than feeling the need to be straight up with God. After all, I was already pretty much straight up with the God of my choosing. So I decided that whatever it is it is something that I need my heart to reveal to me. Oh, how I needed to trust the inklings of my heart when it assured me that I am love. I began thanking God for creating a period of undisturbed solitude to help me sustain personal growth. Though I did not consciously choose celibacy, my soul seem to, during this period, help God by making sure that I was content and confident that God has arranged the date with someone at the opportune time. I stopped worrying and continue to enjoy loving and celebrating my wholeness.

Decades later, here I am able to stand in front of the mirror on the wall and look into my eyes with a smile from ear to ear in a very affirmative action in honour of appreciating who I am. Add hugs and I find myself dancing with that which stares at me as representing all that I am and tadah, there’s a party in heaven and I am the star of the occasion. In a style all my own I infuse the universe with shimmering light.

reap and RIP

Is there such a thing as fully resting in peace, God!? My nerves feel a little too raw to take on any more harangue from my edgy mood and for all I can imagine it seems that the rawness and the moodiness come from the same source. So how do I reduce the nerve’s distress and relieve the brain’s irritability? I ask God to take over and leave me alone for a while before I find myself groaning more than growing. After all, I cannot go on surviving when I know that I am created to bloom and thrive happily. I therefore resolve to let God finish what it started

Like it or not God, this is my bargain with you today. Thanks for already knowing that this is how much pain I would encounter when I really began to rest. Now reach in deep inside my heart and caress my soul in your invisible kind of way, okay! Thank you!

That can very well be all that I need and want from life today as I continue to remind myself that God alone can handle me with everlasting care

gracefully grateful

Reminding myself to rest, I progressively discontinue the needless need to worry about what I cannot yet understand or able to explain intellectually. All I intend to do during times of uncertainty is to communicate with the Essence of the Universe and steadfastly stay the course of each day’s unfolding. I have to give myself full credit for my ability to value every moment and the gift of life and still able to care for myself even more gently while I let God be God and I well, I continue to be the light of the world and salt of the earth with a growing confidence that Love can continue to transform my life in ways to maintain it with integrity

Accentuating artistic ability encourages me to voluntarily intend to reach out and reaching in to continue to expressing myself in order to enhance every breath I breathe each moment- fully. I intend to let what I say reflect me inside out. Sometimes there are really not enough words or no words to help me to express my deeply felt genuine caring/loving self and so I continue to let my nonverbal animated part of me just display who I am and what my soul want to share unafraid thereby adding meaning to each person’s to also express a sense of being alive.


Dear God, you already know that I no longer pray and you already know why. When I talk with you it is okay and when you are talking with me I am a raving lunatic. Well that is okay with me now that I know that you already know all that too and chose to find ways so I can still say thank you very much for the courage to let you have the whole lot of my grievances that was weighing down and wearing out me and bodysoulspirit in ways I did not comprehend as your purpose for my stay here in heaven in earth on earth that I have been determined to create before body decompose. Much unfruitful self-talk continue to wane and wail in my brain, heart and gut as they realize that it is time to decay. My feeling is sometime perplexed as the mind makes sense of why it had been so nervous about why it had to depart from many routines that shrunk its personal development.

Introspection of hindsight that were almost eroded by the locust I call blind trust is awakening and I am so happy that my own style of gifted self expression is alive and healthy and whatever God started God is able to proceed with completing according to its intent, wants and needs and so I back off from poking Cosmos in my silly attempt to quicken its pace. I know that is more for my sake than to help God save time. I know God has a great laugh when I do that because of course nothing hurries God when it needs to slow down. So here’s to God who knows how to make me laugh at my own sullenness

Thank you again God for all the people- yes- all you assigning to help me pick me up inside out. These last few days I have been feeling like a little big person and God knows it is because I am more willingly agreeing to admit that I need to rest more and encourage my brain to not feel so impotent now that I have to coach it more accordingly to the author of reality.

self-actualization

So Life, this is how you provide situations to help me recapture my originalness eh! Much time when I gave up my birthright of self-expression as a way to save me from the burden of punishment and ridicule this made my soul run off to preserve itself from trauma and left me squealing and at you, God and the part of me that almost died and wanted to return to me intact. Equally importantly, I had to give back all the fragmented self that was not mine. Since I was more unconsciously than consciously holding on to bits and pieces of psyche that impaired by originalness I made the most harmless choice of offering it all back to the Universe so it can safely remove unusable energy from me. Even soul wanted to know when it is safe to return. It also requested assistance in finding its way back during the journey and expressed its need of reassurance that once it returns to me that all parasites depart from the psyche and I had to cooperate and assist it is in the restorative healing process.

Instead, like pieces of a puzzle that lay in wait for their counterpart to compliment completion, soul waited for the perfect moment to return bit by bit until it was safe to resume living with me in me whole and complete happy that I sought after it with my whole being with the firm intention to love it so it can serve the Universe with integrity. Celebrating the return of all the pieces of me that I had lost along the way is a lifelong commissioning of receiving all that Universe has to share with me

Indeed questioning the Universe and requesting the soul to return to me from whence it had gone to protect itself from bruisers are prayers incensed with the holy spirits of cosmic guides and protectors always avail and ready to assist me to attend to my soul after it safely returned so I serve Universe. Soul Essence is full of vigour and virility that empowers me to be fully present to attend to the business of living and willingness to cooperate with Cosmos

Soul continues to seep into consciousness to script its personal message and offers it as a gift to the world from the cosmic realm of being

patiently persevering self saving strategy

Thanksgiving tribute to God for the healing deliverance of the Serenity Prayer
Good intention always work well for Universal Unity all the time to recreate the power of love, of inner strength and courage and expression of personal passion

Freeing Atlas of its heavy saddle is slowly resurrecting my heart’s connection with mindbody inside out. The brain is wondering how it ever managed to believe that it was there to encourage me to perform such perfunctory responsibility. Thank wisdom for intervening to help me help myself to enjoy gracefully gifted and immaculately intended works of marvel, miracle and magic in the form of selfhealing

Creating my own belief of partnership theory and definition of functional practise with Life is turning out to be my best wowwow as I continue to eliminate the plague of good girl-guilty girl syndrome of worn-out loyalties; and so I continue to remain optimistic that digesting life is a very realistic routine on planet Earth. Respecting that I must liftoff as much as required in order to ease the pressure and stress of gravity I comply with the bodily needs

So far …so fabulous

triumphant transmutation

I used to frequent cemetery campus very timidly with my bold Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis as she made the trek to glean life and death lessons from the unspeakable teachers. I also read a lot of minds and hearts using brawny brain to nurture my intelligence need of knowledge by investing in lexicon in all its forms of lecturing in alls its available campuses. All serves its rightful roles in redemption. None though, has been quite near enough to squelch the squeal of healthy narcissism and rightly so.

When life listened to soulspiritessence longing to fragrance the universe with a uniquely pure essential being I tagged along for the traverse and of course body was already all in favour of becoming indispensable and it took its rightful regard of life, for life honourably. Nature revealed its full potency of resources and unmistakingly I helped by agreeing to work favourable to restoring wholeness of memories. Soul and mind live together like lion and lamb taking turns at fixing this and mending that; letting go and holding on. Every self preserving habit that have now served their purpose in assisting life to help me build cosmic character continue to voluntarily choose to rise to the surface and float in consciousness so as to share their full teachings as they clear the cells of unnecessary burdens of beliefs. Happy to admit that self preserving behaviours maintain integrity and champion me to move from fear of inadequacy and its many masks of insecurity

I mind has been acclaimed as the most courageous self that determinedly digs too deep- and why not! After all, it has also been encouraged to accept its unlimited potential just like its creator. It even has the power – not just the ability- it has the power to choose, to decide, to be responsible. That ought to make the mind very worthy to enter ad lib in the unfathomable territory of the cosmic consciousness. Not to overthrow God- instead it is best position to work tête à tête with its soul. Watching how - more like witnessing God live, direct, up close and personal increases accountability that consciously decodes the mystery of plurality and defines the singularity of simplicity that removes the mask of complexity and reveals the sacred self

power of presence

Self forgiveness and deep cleansing of the psyche continue to attract hugs, smiles, encouragement, answers and comfort from companions on the journey of healing and mending. Increase of trusting that whatever life situations reveal and expose is with good intention. Therefore, I accept my divinely ordained reality and this is reason to continue to be for ever grateful to be born of the Universe with my ascended ancestors watching and guiding me as I pave the path of heaven on earth with the world’s descendents.WOWWOW!

I am on a great start to enjoying a wonderful adventure of creating a day like none other beginning now.

Of course I still get a little frustrated and yet very confidently I allow myself to feel the brain’s annoyance of having to slow down and let Nature and Wisdom call the timeouts. I am complimenting the brain for its display of razzle-dazzle dashes to and thro’ memories and momentums it help to create and establish. Since mind gracefully accepted its PhD in trial and error; oops and accountability; originalness and self expression; courage and confidence self discovery and inner acceptance; compassion and passion; aliveness and resilience directly from the cosmos, nature, universe and life it encourages itself to practise respect of self and welcome soul’s sense of security in the universe and trust intuition to take it to places right along with spiritbodysoul; connect with people on life’s terms and conditions and provide environments safe for enjoying everyday life

boogiewoogie

Removing some of the indelible scars and stains that crusty consciousness created requires me to collaborate with Nature and creation and creator to soothe and cure raw nerves and calcified muscles and soft tissue. Although I feel a bit grumpy with myself and of course with God, I mind continues to alleviate the tension of attending to life situations that seem so wrapped in the familiar appearance of previous life events that it feel as though God is very testy and insistent on making sure that I continue to grow more and groan less, which of course is a good thing!

I therefore thank the Universe for using all measures to restore, regenerate my immunity, brain, soul, body, spirit and rewrite the mental script of beingness as it works to evolve Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis Divinely Natural Attitude

reinvention of personal production

Renewing a wise investment with heart-brain-soul-body-spirit connection with Mother Nature and the whole Universe- one breath at a time each moment here in heaven on earth just as life intend o unfold my reality…. I accept my brilliance as God’s gift to the Universe and so I continue to be a dazzling light in a universe where God works in mysterious ways to perform miracles in Nirvana.

Holy high hallelujah reverence for life’s inventory of what makes me thrive on the path of wholeness

originalness
self expression
self management
self-love
integrity
self respect
mutual respect
awareness
wisdom
gentleness
steadfastness of resilience
patience
perseverance
bliss
freedom from foolish fears
equanimity
inner peace
magnanimity
tranquility
exuberant exercise
natural beauty
everyday existentialism
resourcces that actualize affordable abundance

breakingthrough

Okay… okay… okay Life tell me something say something to satisfy my knowingness because you know what you know that I already know that you know what is twirling in my cells on the term reproduce- More plainly reproductive organs? Every drop of protoplasm that marries ova in the cosmic oven is a fresh out-of-the-oven production just the way you like it. So why is the female workshop you establish as the source of creating new life called reproduction organs as if we are carbon copies or photocopiers making multiple replica of the same sketch. I reclaim my body’s full ability. I am productive- I produce

lighteningup

I am beginning to begin to accept that I have to partner with my internal cue and trust Nature to do the rest without my huffing and puffing about the life conditions that accumulated such distress on my wellbeingness.

Total acceptance meant that I had to take ownership of getting my own temple to full restoration on God’s terms and Life’s conditions- something I had to learn from scratch even after having been a journeyer on the planet may over many lifetimes before now. That may very well account for all the bruisers that I encountered along life’s path of narrow crossing, detours, forks of the roads wide curves, silver linings, gloomy glitters, steep climbs and deep gorges

Somehow in hindsight they all mark the crossing from death to eternal life with breathtaking and breath-stealing moments and I choose to accept the past and move along in new ways to the path of freedom inside out

Be still and, still move

Mind is awake, contemplating on the reason why nature continues to be the strong source that creates much chaos as ways and means to generate a channel of unanimity. Okay, okay! I know…I know, Universe. I know how the divine does divineness. The Universe knows that somehow suffering and calamity seem to be what most increases the willingness to consciously perform good service; and like it or not, it continues to sustain the human spirit while the life situations continues to present ways to restore dignity, integrity through reasonable caring

Personally I sense that life offers many opportunities to be of good service without the catastrophic wake up call of Compassion and Passion and so I continue to encourage the divine to present pathways to keep humanity in harmony without the urging of disaster to save souls

delineating

Well the mind is waking up yet another cliché that it wants to explore by presenting its inquiry with soul. The discourse flowed as follows:

Is there such a cosmic concept ‘too late or, too soon?’ then how is Life and Universe always on schedule? That can very well explain the frantic frenzy as the precursor to psychotic patterns and symptomatic syndromes of insanity resulting in gross self doubt, intense apprehension and dismayed sense of security in a world where all things are possible to work to the attainment of good- of thee abundance of good in the instant that all aligns with the cosmos in divine order.

deliberation

‘God knows everything’ is a very popular phenomena- one which I readily accept as fitting description of the concept of omniscientience. What I mind often query along when I debate the suggestion of telling God this and that or ask God for that and the other and show some deep gratitude to God so it can love, support all my needs and wants and lifetime guarantee of never forsaking me or deprive me of all good things is my one word question- why? Again and again in that sparked argument that made my question become a hot topic of annoyance. The quipped answer was once given to me as the most obvious reason. “So that God can know that you know what you want. A bigger question with more profound challenge to me from my illumed mind made courage bolster my confidence and demanded an explanation which sounded so final and yet loomed large enough to invite more questions, welcomed or not. I did my best to avoid using the one word question and instead proceeded with my hypothetical version of expressing my question.

If God already knows what I need, all that I want and that I am eternally grateful and knows everything, I want to know why do I have to tell God what I already know it knows I know only to have it challenge my knowing what I know and knowing what I need? In other words if God wants me to know for sure- in other words this testy intelligence testing my ability to know for sure what it already knows for sure that I want for sure, how is it that it then often times override what I tell it and give what it knows is best for me. I know that only wisdom can get answers directly from the cosmos and download and sometimes upload it into my intuitive information inbox and so this is what I intend to do when I want to know that what I want is what God already know that I want. How it knows and chooses to deliver what I need and want does not concern me too much because I know I am on the board of directors right alongside bodysoulspirit
Whowho

shadow of Life

Time is again presenting me the opportunity to hug the reality of death as an ongoing internal housekeeping affair with Life. Now that the innerr critic had transitioned from hiatus to total surrender to Universe, clearing away habits that have played and performed their role in accordance with the Universe and on behalf of the subconscious self, becoming apparent is even more taxing than expected. Still this is the only way through right now. Letting go of the comfortable staleness so as to accommodate freshens of presence is my new allegory to represent the concept of decay.

According to my current schema of the meaning of death, death is: cleaning up so life can continue to renew, regenerate, rebirth itself and to mentor my soul to greater awareness of its immortal wisdom and encourage the body to recognize the integrity of its infinite intelligence to repair, restore and regain its optimal function.

Bravo to mind. Wow! Blowing my own trumpet!
This is so elating that nature is singing and earth is gyrating; soul is enjoying an uninterrupted moment while life enjoy its unhurriedness

preoccupied

Another supposedly positivity concept is the habit of being encouraged to consider that things could be worse than what it is or comparism of circumstances as a means of consolation, which I find disrespectful and absurd. Why can’t things be better? Why always the pessimism provoker? This is becoming the most foolish comforting strategy to fuel my spirit and resilience when faced with ordeals that tempts me to override trusting my intuition and ignore or distract myself from my natural feeling, thoughts and personal connection with wisdom and life situations. Waiting passively patient for things to get better make stupid suffering a dangerous fuel of hopelessness and overloading the psyche with apprehension of matters getting worse can become a death sentence that even the fainthearted and downtrodden must ignore. I consider these coping mechanisms insane activities of daily living. I mind knew that ever since I understood the blessings of instinct and merit of consciousness and I am now intuitively enjoying being in the gap as life continues to upload and download intrinsic purity of harmony and I am a part of the firm foundation of life

It is a good idea for any one whose aim is to bolster courage and steadfastness in the face of adversity to acknowledge the cry and fray of the human spirit.

divulged dilemma

If the past is the past and the past is best left alone as the past and ye the past helps create the present, how can the past be left alone in the past and why does the present need the past? Frankly, sometimes I wonder about all that, you know! This seem like an obviously observation and still I perceive it is loaded with hypnological hyperbolism that makes rational thinking ironic.

Can the conscious or even unconscious self function independent of the events that the universe has archived. Can present function irrespective of the consequences of the past? The rearrangement of my personal encyclopedia of concept senses that the present is nothing more than the sum of the past shuffled and re-presented. So is the present always present and is the past ever past?

I am amused and awed buy this amazing argument intelligently presented by the mind. My body is responding in agreement with mind and, soul is sharing its silent validation of the intellectual brilliance that my mind is capable of expressing. Mind is accepting its grandeur like a renowned genius. Stating its subjective inquiries directly to omniscientience and receiving respectful acknowledgement is constantly increasing its willingness to examine, re-examine and rearrange the content of its faculty

uncolouring

Once upon a time pandemic of stained sacrificing that reeked havoc by creating a jungle that fostered slavish compliance of conformity and dependency on dogmatic authority. Corralling and cajoling the mind caused it to fuel symptoms of dis-ease. The unrested mind decided to act out in the form of anger, frustration, tainted esteem and defiance as its symptomatic behaviour to protect itself from tyranny that wanted to render it detrimental, useless, helpless and yet somehow in a very mischievous way is usefully clever.

Mind has had it and is reclaiming its WYSIWYG Iamness. Mind has been questioning its merit when authority deems it grandiose and hallucinating all because it keeps asking questions that no rule or ruler can answer or help clarify. I, mind was fed up of lashing out to make a point so I hibernated. Soul decided to choose a coma attitude and body hitched its cells in spirit domain without dying…WOW!

Insecure insecurity and certainty of uncertainty made me remove the façade to facilitate taking a firm grip of the reality of self authority and self discipline of individuality. The respectful rebel assisted me to understand the full meaning of responsibility and its regulations of rest and play as healing helpers of pandemic pandemonium.

I transform into the smasher of the very rules used to write me off. Instead of fighting to overthrow the rulers, I mind who was taught on outwitting myself and God outwitted the rules and rulers of false guidance, misleading facts and tangled trust. Talk about a manic becoming a healthy cynic. Made my way out of the maze kingdom of confusion that almost convinced me to convict myself. Thank goodness for wisdom of the cosmos and its Kairos

Vulnerability recapitulates its full merit of inner strength. Fully present to attend to the business of living, I am right alongside living with integrity, determination, humbleness, grace et al.

psychological clearance

Conditionings and hang-ups that was long past the best before dates have vacated the vacuum that served as hideout long after the expiry date.

False evidence of mind’s worth made it strive with Life and plead with and beg God. Soul was dying! Spirit was grieving! Body was ailing! And me- the mind; well, I was hollering! It cursed God and Life and while busy doing that and carrying my cross and attempting to complete Jesus’ mission my music was rather a muffled sound of oh evay amidst holy high hallelujahs haphakhs

Eliminating the toxins of waste that had been blocking spirit’s pathway with garbage in the areas where life needs to flow its auspicious abundance of its highest good for my highest good and its highest benefit unimpeded, has been ongoing even before I arrived as flesh and blood via my maternal connection of creation. Intrinsic purity of essence has been assisting me in combusting the polluted state of spirit and cosmic grace continues to expand meaningfulness of life

One final review of all the worn-out misconceptions signaled the mind that it has survived and it was now time to rebirth full aliveness of its existence and chooses to settle the matter with the Universe and let God rest in peace trusting that God knows exactly when Earth needs it

I Mind laugh rather respectfully and gratefully as its Creator assists it in letting go the following dead dogma...

Money is of little importance in God’s world and is evil in God’s sight so the meager earnings is really a bonus from God as loyal royalty to his faithful servants and to be ungrateful is good enough reason for God to take back all it has stored in heaven and force one to slave away to make sure the moths of hell and heaven do not steal my treasures and land me in purgatory for burdening the planet with invectives

God will take care of you if you just leave everything to him and wait for eternal life to resurrect Jesus to save you from this life.

God will punish me for living my own morsel of its omniness on my terms and for stubborningly questioning authority that interfered with my incubated wholeness and forbidding digging God’s consciousness so that it can wake up to answer my prayers and save me from its preyers

Turn the other cheek- grin and bear it though matter what because God gives burdens for Gods sake and makes me responsible for everyone’s happiness

I need someone to complete me, love me, save me, tell me I am perfect, and who will always be there for me and with me through thick and thin

Strive to survive until the better life- after death. Take care of everyone so God can take care of you and bless you.

I have to earn God’s love and strive plus suffer for Christ because he took away all my sins and so I must pay the heavy ransom for my redemption

I need everyone’s approval for making personal choices and need permission to live on life’s term and with God’s conditions

Follow all the rules, obey all orders believe all promises of authority and life will reward you- behave contrarily and god will punish you

Blame God, laziness, idleness, genes, parents, disease, and ancestors for how life situations add up

Distract and disturb the mind for enjoying its aliveness. Keep it busy so its does not acknowledge its sexuality. Intimacy of intercourse is disgusting; exploring one’s body is sinful. To question God while roving in its world is a no-no. and on top of that, that God created rules and commandments and gave authority to a few to castrate God and while at it mutilate its cervix and then turn around and smash God to a pulp for sharing its erotic compassionate intelligence full of instinct on how to fully come alive and stay alive while journeying into its consciousness garden

God loves loyal compliant conformers and stiff rulers. Taking care of one’s self is grandiose, selfish, callousness, mortal sin, schizophrenic and a dangerous crime

I mind salutes courage to say thank you and ta-tah trivia and …

Hello Heavenly Help

Resolved convictions pave the path of intuition. Letting go of those rigid expectations and subservient obligation and forcible streams of taxing strains of conformity has set mind free and now mind realizes how long ago it actually was enlightened and emancipated. I confidently fearlessly hand over back to God all life events that tampered with my responsibility in honouring myself and accepting life’s full value and let the universe attend to the outcome

Thank you cosmic grace and purity of harmony for permanently resolving tension, confusion, illusion, disease-unrest, and dissolving exploitation, manipulation, subservience and abuse in all its forms and guises/disguises

purging purgatory

Probing deep in to my psyche has awakened enormous emotional residue that once encrusted the pathway to soul’s enlightenment of its purpose as an ongoing source of intuitive wisdom and intelligent knowledge. That deep digging has also jumpstart and increased the vibrational energy and flow of my essence thereby safely removing the dreg of unprocessed feelings and thoughts that were lodged in the memory of the mind and soul. The transformation process inspires me to access and acquire greater self-knowledge, which increases the potential of soul actualizing discovery of who I am as divine and, as supported by the universe

Say’s the mind to the highest conscious self…

Your humble helper wants to share a thought or two of my own with you, all knowing intelligence

I want to linger on earth in form as long as the breath has power and that can very well be that I can choose to die after I have outlived many, many generations of ancestors. How this is possible is patterned after the God immune to death and redeemer of resurrection of consciousness and of spirit while very much full of the breath of Life.

To thy own self be true used to feel like a daunting decision with very imperial impeccability. The implication was inviting to the soulbodyspirit of my intuitive commitment to honour my being here as a meaningful particle on Planet Earth. Evolving with time and no time in timed-truncated instants was a riveting revolution in the mind and of the mind as I continued to imitate the defier of human laws trying to hone and shoehorn deity of Wisdom’s most ancient and proven law of Nature

Some people yearn to be their own god. Some people yearn to have another be their god. Some people yearn to become the god of someone. Some people yearn to be the god of everyone. I have fallen, at one episode or another, into all the above mentioned categories mostly unconsciously but many time very acutely full of good intention to please the planet and its earthlings much to the dismay of my own plight, pleasure, passion, privilege and preoccupation of always being full of potential and possibility of permanence of being my own God.

In hindsight I have been often times humbled to accept that the Universe has allowed me the ultimate ultimatum that constantly echoes in my DNA as the embryo keeps on renewing my agreement with cosmic clockwork of time in timeless fashion. I, mind is part of creation and this makes me more than a maniac and so I accept the gift of authenticity and proclaim I am what I am!

Sincerely

Mind

Reality Reminder

Digging in to and poling the depth of consciousness uses energy in a way that makes the heart happy, even when the brain is dizzyingly seeking its full status in the universe.

Intoxicating beliefs from yesteryears seem to be a powerful potion of elixir eeriness that make it desire to create its own concoction of high calibre happiness that makes everyday existence a worthwhile celebration for the breath of Life.

Social convention helps mind evolve and simultaneously envelope my idea of meaningfulness and the cosmic definition of development. That is where mind conflicts with confusion of when, where, why, what, who and how things are ought to be practical, appropriate, acceptable and honourable by the species which it belongs to by default

Carrying the weight of the world is becoming a more and more obsolete obligation to the human brain on the physical plane which for a long lifetime had been dragged down by conformity of compliance that appear more as a heavy yoke than realistic preparation for enjoying eternity after the certainty of death has wooed the brain and reminded it of its expiration date even though soul wants it to remain in ad infinitum with Spirit