uncolouring

Once upon a time pandemic of stained sacrificing that reeked havoc by creating a jungle that fostered slavish compliance of conformity and dependency on dogmatic authority. Corralling and cajoling the mind caused it to fuel symptoms of dis-ease. The unrested mind decided to act out in the form of anger, frustration, tainted esteem and defiance as its symptomatic behaviour to protect itself from tyranny that wanted to render it detrimental, useless, helpless and yet somehow in a very mischievous way is usefully clever.

Mind has had it and is reclaiming its WYSIWYG Iamness. Mind has been questioning its merit when authority deems it grandiose and hallucinating all because it keeps asking questions that no rule or ruler can answer or help clarify. I, mind was fed up of lashing out to make a point so I hibernated. Soul decided to choose a coma attitude and body hitched its cells in spirit domain without dying…WOW!

Insecure insecurity and certainty of uncertainty made me remove the façade to facilitate taking a firm grip of the reality of self authority and self discipline of individuality. The respectful rebel assisted me to understand the full meaning of responsibility and its regulations of rest and play as healing helpers of pandemic pandemonium.

I transform into the smasher of the very rules used to write me off. Instead of fighting to overthrow the rulers, I mind who was taught on outwitting myself and God outwitted the rules and rulers of false guidance, misleading facts and tangled trust. Talk about a manic becoming a healthy cynic. Made my way out of the maze kingdom of confusion that almost convinced me to convict myself. Thank goodness for wisdom of the cosmos and its Kairos

Vulnerability recapitulates its full merit of inner strength. Fully present to attend to the business of living, I am right alongside living with integrity, determination, humbleness, grace et al.